This morning late for class, Lesson start at 8am but i 12pm den reach school.
See my face kanan cut. Haizz..
My friend thought i go fight. LoL.. =]



Kkz.. Kar^hao decided to quit wild wild wet soon, Once i work at k-box.
I need to avoid someone if not things will get worse.

I'm going to sick soon. Hope i can get better.
My throat hurts like hell man.

I want the love i use to have.
I want to care & protect you like i always do.
I miss those day that we use to have.
Now I have is nothing.
I want you back,
I know it's too late.

Loads of things had happen to me. Y & Y & Y & Y the hell is me?????

Being close to a friend make him Love me. I'm striaght.
Every morning & night msg or call me. Than started to drive me home. Than started to say I miss you. Than started to say I want to count you. What the hell. Than my birthday help me book chalet don't want take my money. Haizz.. I felt like vomitting you know. Everynight cannot sleep well. Y not gal love me but is him? I want be love again & btw I'm striaght.
Stop all the rubbish sia. I'll stay far away from him.

Sunday, 25/05/08 My 1st ex wait for me to finish work than we go eat dinner. Watlao..! We are way too close le. She put her arm round my shoulder, hug my hand when walking & bite my hand until blue-black. Thought we are not stead now but we are friends. Once a friend we forever be. =] How nice of me to everyone right? Hehehe..

I'm headache!!!! Listen to the 2 song i've update bah.
Nice, Sad & touch my heart!!! ='[

I've been putting on a mask for so long.
((((((((N.O M.O.O.D))))))))
I'm still trying. I'm patient. Relax now.
Because Love is patient. =]

Now i know how hurtful my mother is.
She care for me & love me.
When i'm down she will cry.
When she cry my heart hurts.
She say she is glad to have a boy who is so
D.e.v.o.t.e.d..!
I ask her: "Am i hopeless"?
She replied: " No, you are not. You have grown up".

I reached home early today to have a chat with her.
But, she still dun let me work at zouk.
Kinda of sad. =[

I'm going bonker=crazy soon..!
I'm trying hard to make myself & people around me happy.
Yes. I'm still moving on. Thanks people.

Yoyoyo.. Today actually meeting jane & janice but end up meeting Terrance & Esther.
They are my best poly-mate man. =]
We went to eat hong kong cafe at marina square.
After that, Esther one side of the contact lens drop. She can't really see. Very blur.
Actually I'm very worry. What if she kanan hit by the car how?
But never mind got Terrance & me. Lol..


Kkkz.. We went to the roof top where last time my memories are.
Which is at esplanade. Loads of thing happen at there which I'll never even forget. =]
There see the nicer view of ferries wheel.
I have been craving to seat that for very very long ever it's ex.



Anyone want to accompany me to take that pls let me know ok?
I'll be very glad if anyone willing to take with me.

Hope my mother let me work at zouk Please.. I'm crazy now!!!

Yesterday Tuesday, It's a fun day with Terrance & Esther. We have lots of joys & laughter. =]
We went to watch "Made of Honour" Intro by Bubu. It's really a must watch movie sia. Nice Nice Nice!!!

Whohohoho.. What goes around come around man. =]
Luckily today no night class. But next week got 2 night classes le lor. Haizz.

So sad my lion dance plan has cancel. Because my supervisor call me to come in early for work. kinda of dissapointed. =[
If not i'll be having a fun day sia. Miss the day i'm during that time with my brother. The fierce lion n dragon dance troupe. One for all, all for one. Brotherhood man. Anyway that was the past.
Hahahaha.. I know you people are happy to see me change to better & don't wish to see me turn back. =]
"Good horse won't return to eat grass"- in chinese

Fierce kar^hao is now a cheerful boi. Smile till the max by bringing everyone happy.
Stay with me till the end bah.
Crazy hao..!

When I'm bored at class, I'll be crazy.
That's my fake smile. =]



Today, I work at Wild Wild Wet. Most of the uncle & aunty staying at geylang bahru came down with there family to Wild Wild Wet because their PM Organise it. They still remember me. Am I really so famous? LoL. Maybe i'm friendly. =]
It's a tried day man. There's this group of people enter into the park free cos i allow them in. I'm so evil sia. They are lucky cos I'm alone at the exit. They'll be coming again tml but tml they will buy ticket. =]
See them very pity than let them in lor. But i've warn them le. Anyway they say billion thanks to me. Now i know why the staff at Wild Wild Wet so scared to work. All the customer fuck you upside down sia. They don't follow instruction still want blame us. Haizz.
I've enough of all the india.
Ivan call me up just now, He ask me to help out go lion dance tml. After lion dance den go work. I've a plan for tml. Take Care people. =]

YoYoYo.. Yesterday was a great day man. =]
Maths test confirm die liao lor. So hard & i don't know how to do. Nvm, the next lesson that stubborn teacher keep rejecting most of the people idea again. I'm piss off until i give up. He think that we are a computer. put in data den got idea liao. lol. I hate his lesson man.
His favor words to me is" Go back & think, Go back & think harder". Think until my brain come out liao le la..
Nonetheless after school went out with Esther to stress out man. I input too much stress so output to destress. Lol!! I can't believe but this is the fate. =]
See I bought this pen for Adrain because his birthday is coming. He is really a nice guy i can say.



Hmmmm.. About today. Wake up early go collect my bankbook cos during that time at school i put my bankbook to update than it stuck inside the machine. Too early go my workplace den nothing better to do. 1st play psp 2nd luckily Adrain come find mi.. lol.. =]
kkz.. When kar^hao is still alive treat me good, when i'm gone den it's too late.
Thanks to all the people around me. xiexie your..!

I'm late for school today. Can't get up, lesson start at 8am but i reach school at 10am.
I'm suppose to meet Amir but end up meeting Janice & Yujie.

I'm dunno is suay or heng to see my ex de boyfriend on the street when i was waiting for my bus to home & Chin How my best brother was on the phone chatting with me. Suddenly there's this 2 guy & a gal walking pass me. I know that things is not right. Chin How ask me what happen, I told him I saw that ASS. Than Chin How ask me to beat him up. But too bad karhao change le. The way he walk pass me was very BIG SHOT. So What the hell, your are together. Do you think i really care now?

My ANSWER is "NO"!!!
No need to act infront of me. I know.

When i go home i told my 3rd sister about the story, My sister ask me to teach that guy a lesson. Whahaha.. I reply my sis, He is not my match.
I believe god is watching me! =]
Come & beat me if you want. If you never beat me to death den you will die.
You are stepping on my nerve!
Piss me off...!

Btw thanks to Bubu for intro a nice game to me. "Untold Legends". I was playing this game with Terrance during classes.
Unlucky day!!!
Only spoil my day & Mood.

Yesterday is Tuesday. So Terrance, Esther & me skip lesson to watch a movie.
This movie is a must watch movie. Nice show man. =]
Don't miss this show people..



Today is raining cats & dogs. Whahaha.. I get all wet when i go to work. When i just get onto the bus, the rain was so heavy. OMG!!!
I'm happy working today, don't ask mi why cos me myself also don't know why. =]

I would rather do nothing than to do something that i don't L.O.V.E!

Yesterday is my cousin wedding, Early in the morning wake up preparing to his house.
That's me at his house down stair waiting for the car to come. I help to open the bride & Groom car.
~C.O.O.L~




His room was so nice ok. I feel like home when i step in.



See that's there make up table. Nice right. OMG!!!
I'm jealous cos they are so lovely wor. =[



At night, We are at the restaurant. Again is near boon keng sia. lol. I was sitting at the VIP table. I'm so honour to be invited. =]
The 3 handsome, cool & cute guy. We rock man!!!
Everybody say kar^hao look very handsome on that night. My ah ma say i'm fighting again the bride. LoL. Jiejie say: You getting marry or they getting marry. Whahaha..
Too bad. I got confident in myself. That's why.



WoW. 2 bottle of red wine knock me down. I give up. I'm drank liao.
My face was very hot.



Today is mother day, See what my mother buy for me when i finish work?
It's mee goreng & heart bak kwa!
My mother really make me feel so touch. I LOVE MY MUMMY!
She's so caring wor.



Yup about work today, I wake up late, but i'm in time to work cos i take cab down. Luckily..!
It's may family day. My 1st time encounter 6000+++ people enter to the Escape Theme Park. OMG. I'm tried somemore yesterday don't have enough sleep. kar^hao have a can of red bull from my supervisor. Just only i have. =]

That's all for today & i'm really really tired. GoOd NiGhT All!!

Yesterday, I meet up my 1st ex-gf. We study at her house there the mac. She is Surprised that i reali change alot le. Hehehe.. Good boi studying wor. But still naughty boi. =]
We study until 12+ reach home 1pm.

About today life, Very angry that my teacher keep rejecting my idea. Why he keep looking down on me?? & I REALLY NEARLY BEAT HIM UP. But luckily i'm not like last time. Hehehe.. =]
~So Sorry~

I'm Crazy for iphone!!! OMG!!!
My 3nd jiejie so sweet, give me candy & lent me her mp3 for 1week. <3



My ah ma come my house today to stay cos tomorrow my cousin wedding. Photo will be update de. kar^hao help to open door man. =]
Looking towards tomorrow!!!

So busy for the past few days & everyright go home nery late.

Whohohoho.. Today My 1st time do cashier den got excess $12.05
Dunno where the money drop from. =]
C.O.O.L

I find myself very fortunate man. There's people worst story than me. I can't pull back & I've to move on with my furture. Even if he his weak, he prove himself to be strong!!!


Yesterday meet up Amir my last time toys friend, I'm very sad because he got cancer. Some more is 4th stage le. Same as my ah gong that time. But the doctor say that he will be cure. As i have say just now, there's people worst than me & I'm refering to him. When people have there illness the girl just left him. WTH. When people are suffering & yet the girl still got the cheek to break up with the guy. Hiazz.. World totally change.
We hang out till 4.30am last night. Yes. He is still strong, I'll always be there for him cos he don't really have much friend. I know how it feel. The pain to bear by yourself & Nobody understand.

So people out there. My advice to your is try to STOP smoking. As you will harm your body.
You will never know when It's your time. Believe or not is up to you. When the time come don't ever regret!!!
Drink plenty of water everyone.

OFF to work. Today my 1st time do cashier. Hope everything went smoothly. =]

Hmmm.. Today life is so tired.
Lots of people sia. Scary. I've to run both Wild Wild Wet & Escape Theme Park.
Feel sad for kar^hao. =]

Today, Got 1 uncle work very long at Wild Wild Wet. He is in-charge of Wild Wild Wet den he came to me & say that I'm very handsome & cute. I was like uncle you just wake up izzit? Whahaha..
*But not only the uncle say still got alot of people say that too.
~Oh so shy~

My 1st time let a person wait for 4hrs. Some more is my that supervisor. Aiyo, he so caring to me. I'm so touch. We have our dinner at Bk. Wow!!!
He ask me this Question:"You got realist that when you never talk & smile, you look very fierce"?
My reply: I knew it long long time ago! If i smile too much, people will send me to woodbridge hospital liao. hehe.. =]
He oso told me he saw my ex-gf before! I'm so Curious?!?!?
After that he drive mi to the nearest bus-stop again. =]

After that Home Sweet Home!!!
Headache i hate you! Bleah. :p
peace...



Think of the past I can feel the happiness
Think of the present I’m filled with sadness
Our love used to shine with brightness
But now it is languishing in darkness
We treated each other with fondness
Instead feelings we have now is bitterness
I thought I have found love and kindness
A dream it was as there is now only emptiness.

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